All words had been said
Prohepts of wisdom turned in the ash
Their skripts could fill Giza pyramids
All poems had been written
There´s none unspoken left
Even these lines had been grabed
by writer´s hand
Long before I rose from Thy breath
Long before you catched first man´s glance
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Gypsy confession
My parents used to say, I was the noisiest baby in the family
But I disagreed who can not scream while is leaving mother´s belly
My teachers used to complain, I defaced blackboard by chalky obscenities
But I disagreed who could resist to paint out the beauty of junglestreet
I was the wolf
I bit everyone who wanted to steal a flesh of freedom from my bowl
I haunted girls
But their bones scattered across the town don´t witness my crimes
I was chained for many times, I howled toward walls
But no one have told for what felony I cough
with anger and pain missing the sake
Oh, I confess
Oh, I confess
I was the beast
My skin was dark
My soul was dark
Forgive me, I stole the sun
floating amongst your clouds
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(There´s no solitude in crying
Although we often bear umbrellas
Against the misfortune of weather
We always get wet and sad
Even our feet can weep)
Furious raindrops tap on your coat
Engraving letters of Morse code
Suddenly sunbeams ruptured the sky
Your brown hair glittered in their shine
and you smiled
There´s no sunshine without tears
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The Dark Side of French Kiss
I long for damp and deep everlasting kiss
But not only made from lips.
I seek for a French kiss
I imagine this every morning
holding pink-petaled rose
that grows when you are near
There where you stay naked as Eve
just wearing panties
made from your blushes
Don´t close the eyes. Don´t touch the curtains
Please, watch the porn movie reflected in my pupils
Neighbours can feel your anxiety
Walls will talk:
No virgin blood flooded the floor
So why are trembling you little whore?
Your mouth unlocked
Pushed tongue broke passive resistence of lips
I am touching your teeth
greeting with an alien language
I hitted the throat
of a shaking voice
I slid through the tobogan of gullet
Greedily licking sides of your stomach
I long to feel you, hiss and kiss
Leaving saliva in your meat
I sucked from the liver, while tickling the midriff
Where we leaped amidst the laugther of orgasm
Spasms of passion
Infinite ridiculity of contractions
“It´s me, Serpant who seduced your Grandma in paradise
Let me be the worm in a juicy apple of your belly“
I tumbled down, white boiling and waiting
I rode your guts till I crashed with shit hidden beneath made up skin
I love you. I desire to love you whole
But mostly your sweet asshole
It´s over. I´ve come you through
Did I rape you?
No, you fucked up my brain!
Forgive me my cruelty
forsaken tenderness
in lovemaking
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The Lullaby
Do you remeber?
You came to me giggling and blushed.
that you had already grown up
but no prince for kiss
to conjure up a woman
of little pigtailed Lin
You stood brave as a soldier
Who doesn´t care about injuries of first love
or regrets for waste blood of sighs
I didn´t want to scare you
(I felt as your found father
who has a duty to teach
First steps on lover´s battlefield
The charm of undressing
And rhymes of lovemaking)
I tried to do it fast
to ache just as doctor´s injection
Alas, when I wedged in my peace of meat
You started to scream.
And tight hole broke
blood with tears sprang out
closer and back pulsing of bodies
I tried to hush my pigtailed Lin
When it came to the end with cum
She was shaking and feared
What she had done
She wanted to hide in a conner of bed
So ashamed of her lost face
I crawled to you to reconcile
Your blue eyes were frightening
Pssst! Fall asleep!
I´ll sing you the lullaby
Man brings his girl cry for love
He makes her a little boy
This boy makes his mother cry
When he wants to run out
Their son will torture his wife and his child will cry
Cry of coming in and fleeing out
Worlds are created and die
Universe is the sea of suffering
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An Argument
He took her dress off
She took her dress on
He took her dress off
She took her dress on
He took her dress off
She urged him to gather it and turn the washing machine on
He urged her to kiss him
She insisted to wait till the machine would be over
He urged her to make love with him
She insited to wait till the laundry would be dry
She took her dress on
He took her dress off
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Note
I am an idiot
But idiot in love
This world is full of us
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Maybe we had been monkeys
Maybe we made an ugly love
But our children are
beautiful
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Don´t go to the zoo to see nature
You would be frightened
Don´t go to the gallery to find an artist
You would be confused
Don´t pay for flowers that beggars can´t afford
You would be ashamed
Because they had been owners of this soil
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Clouds keep no value
When you float above
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The wind was knockin´ on my door
And I thought it was a woman
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As you build the tower of Babylon
Our lips merged
As we want more and more
God sits and weeps forlorn
so close now so distant
forefinger gropes for what is low
wish quirky and instant
Like jets we plow clouds and fall
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He tried to capture her essence
but her essence was from wind
She took his hat, she took his dress
She took the shelter for his hopes
and disappeared when night grew old
He tried to capture her essence
but her essence was from fire
She warmed his lips, she boiled his heart
When he was sure, she scorched his pride
I shall not be your bride
He captured her essence
but their love had died
She layed him two boys to bear and guard
Till they’ll be strong to fly apart
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The fisherman fell in love with a whale
but she refused him
and served herself to Japanese scientists
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I tried to reach her
But she changed in to the pillow
I dried my tears upon it
But she shrank in to the stone
I threw it out of the window
Till now I´m waiting for her fall
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As I think about your panties that I will never see
As well if you are actually wearing any panties at all
I imagine to be one of your countless tampoons
and I would swell for sake of your pain
to be a woman
and wasted
for your need to feel convenient
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When the glass is meek
It fills it´s shape in your throat
to lend you a song
When the tree is meek
It bends bellow you troubled back
to let you forget
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Every shit will turn in flower
Just love your shit
And let it grow
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when my breath and your breath
when my now and your now
merge
when my wound and your pain
when my pain and your touch
mends
…
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Do what you love
Love who you hate
Do what you hate
Fuck who you are
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Roses are blue
Violets are red
Roses are blue
Has violence end?
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Tell bullet from the trigger
Tell trigger from the eye
Tell eye from a tear
Tell tear from a mist
Tell mist from a will
Tell will from dead
Tell death from bullets
And bullets from the life
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The whale had swallowed a bait, fisherman and his boat.
Then within a single motion
She washed it with the ocean
The ocean was called Universe
And names for whale kept diversed
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I compete we fail
You compete
He, She, It competes
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Love is just a
four lettered
word
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No sleep, no dreams
No rest, no jets
Hard fists to feast
Feel free to weep
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The Dinner Time
I am inhaling the beauty surrounding you
My eyes are like a fork and knife held by hunger for Thee
unclothing expensive denim skin
carefully stripping blouse and jeans
(Thoughts drop silently on the plate of blasphemy)
in search for Thy smell
in search for Thy taste
I typed those lines
Je T’aime
Je T’aime
by kisses spread across forbidden land
Fingertips stealing Venus hills
close to the swelled rosy lips
It´s a sin,
shameful sin, you screamed
There´s a boy who waits for me
But your hands run down
To leave my face
And gently grasp the waist
It´s a sin, shameful sin
You screamed
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She supposed to be Jesus clothed in kimono
tiptoeing on the edge of absurdity and love
That makes a perfect sence
She supposed to be a compromise
of mine and her faults
That makes a perfect match
She supposes to not suppose
That makes a perfect spouse
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Amour impossible
If mermaids exist
We just play in their fairy tales
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In my own words
for Guardian dating website
I love kissing dogs, they can’t judge you for beeing ugly
I love homeless for their virtue of having time. While homefulls throw days for filling wastebaskets
I love change
I love revolutionists who die wearing their virgin smiles
who had been faithfull and didn’t pay for whores of ego
I love Leonard Cohen, Bob Dylan, Allen Ginsberg, Nick Drake, Paul Simon, Buffy Sainte-Maria, Patti Smith and all hitch hiking, singing poets whose throats
blew minds of milions and even those who wear nylon black suits and sticks to strike consciousness-stripped middle class proletariat in rock ‚n‘ roll beats
I love watching naughty movies
though I had read warning
Pornography is a conspiracy of robots who want to overrun
humans by preventing them to make children
But I am proud on my taste since I prefer more naked
Jennifer Lawrence than latest video of beheaded american journalist
I love the ocean for it´s neverending embrace
I love libraries where guys patiently scribe, read and comment the same book like in mediaval times
I love galleries, where people drag serious, sad, forsaken faces and syllabify headlines
Art is dead
I love trained ants of my childhood
who I had fed with smarties
and who had searched for my lost toys in return
until my foster parents bought spray and gassed them
I love parties
But the last one I was invited in. I was asking guys, if they are robots. I knew they are not
but they didn’t believe me
I love aliens
who I pass everyday on streets
who communicate by antennas of supersophisticated devices with their own species
Why they all supposed to live just on this planet
When they have free whole universe?
I still love my exgirlfriend
whose all pets had committed suicide
Fish jumped out of the bowl, something happened to her hamster
But her love blessed me with imortality
So I could touch her body
Though She was in fire
Though She was the fire itself
I love anyone who is in any country
nailed to pink cross
signed LGBT
who had lost body for anxiety, anorexia, self hatred, Second-generation antidepressants, prison or stones
but kept faith that one day friends will understand
and they will
I love the Earth,
whose youngest son had cried
Mother, your nudity is outrageous
I will cover your breasts
I will cover your waist
Thus He made her robe from beton, asphalt and lead
I love terrorists of all continents whether their religion is spelled MONEY or SHELLS
I’d love to refrain from all irony
but Russian soldiers just accidently spend their holidays on east Ukraine
while their Ukrainian wives cry
this marriage was dissolved quarter of century ago
I’d like to make love with all waking and shaking atomic bombs
because hatred blow the fuse
I wanted to make love with my enemies dressed in uniforms of opposite sex
But now I just kneel for truce and last glance shot over barricades
I was starving on Saturday 3 a.m. stumbling from discotheque
Trade my fails for your love, I cried
and she said sorry
and I said sorry
YOU WANT TO LOUGH?
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
when I question the mirror
Who is the hottest guy in this kingdom
While You answer me through moans
of thousands japanese, black, brazilian, indian tight teen fairies
OH MY COCK
raving, hysterical, rising and bleeding from wounds
OH MY COCK
tight to electricity floating from the chair
OH MY COCK
burning
ultimate love penalty executed every 30 seconds
OH MY COCK screaming your name
JANE
OH MY COCK caressed by his mother 25 years ago
OH MY COCK SHE LAUGHED WITH JOY
IT’S A BOY
Please
Don’t go away. It was all meant just to disguise
how much I really care about you
I LOVE YOU
I admit I copied and pasted it by two clicks of my touchpad
but all I know about you was also copied a pasted by two
clicks of touchpad
I LOVE YOU
and God who originally conceived this idea
was replaced by his various lawyers who dramatically cry over their own copyright
But they can’t squeeze all money coming
from T shirts, cups, postcards, caps, plushy toys, dating websites, ripped flowers, brothels
and us
two loners who shudder and wait for a cordial touch
Inscribed to all my friend who had fed me when I was hungry
and for those who my friends could not had fed
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They say we are besieged
Because Paris threw the veil from Helen´s face
They say our hearts weakened us
They say we bred them in our plentiful granaries
They say they plagued us by unemployment while their only suitable job is rage
They say we shall arm our boys and drop few bombs in Iraq or Syria
They say this would stimulate their economy,
so they could travel back and find work undone by those dismissed by death
They say we will win and prosper
since our values are based upon a terror of losing them
They say world is divided between those who believe in sex
And those who believe in sex afterlife
They say we ought to pay tribute for decapitated by march from a sofa to the fridge
They say we are immortal like Charlie Hebdo or Romeo and Juliet
But now we shall not care about chastity ofour love too much
Because Paris threw the veil from Helen´s face
Because we are besieged